Thursday, May 1, 2008

Self Portrait

So, I have a fascination with taking self portraits, I'm not really sure why. Something about taking pictures of myself in the mirror is exciting and fun. I could probably spend hours in front of the mirror making different faces, trying to create an image that completely captures my personality, or different aspects of it. So here are the latest, although the Brittany bathroom doesn't provide the best background. Anyway... here they are, a few out of hundreds (wow... that makes me sound really vain to have hundreds of pictures of myself...).




I like the lyrics to this song from the LDS Pride and Prejudice soundtrack. It's called Self Portrait by Stephanie Smith, so I thought it would be fitting for this post:

all of these dreams in my head
keep spinning round
I'm grabbing my paper and pencil
to pin 'em down
I'll sketch my world as a prettier place
draw my self with a smiley face
and make this picture perfect

but all of these lines on my page
won't mean anything
until I learn to erase
the ones that I don't need
I'm covering up the stupid mistakes
and starting over and over again
to make this picture perfect

I'll start with where I'm standing now
and begin shaping where I want to be
no one can tear my picture down
because it's me
and as long as I'm still proud of this self portrait I'm creating I'm doing fine
ya doing fine

every now and again
someone comes along
they try to box me in
to a corner I've drawn
but pushing the walls down and struggling free makes me strong so I can keep
making this picture perfect
ye-yeah

chorus:
I'll start with where I'm standing now
and begin shaping where I want to be
no one can tear my picture down
because it's me
and as long as I'm still proud of this self portrait I'm creating I'm doing fine
ya doing fine

ya doing fine ya

and what I'm sketching doesn't have to be
anything fancy
no
I'm just shaping stronger sides of me
of me, of me ye-yeah

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Fabulous Las Vegas

I'm back from a wonderful weekend trip to Las Vegas. Kevin and I drove down on Thursday afternoon. We stopped in St. George to say hi to Grandma Northrup and Grandma Hardy. I decided to let my visit be a surprise, so they had no idea I'd be coming. Needless to say they were happy to see me. It was really fun to see them as well. We got to Overton, where Kevin is from, at about 11. We talked to his family for a little while and then went to bed.

On Friday, we went to Las Vegas. We walked around the Venician and ate lunch. Then we took the long walk down the stip until we got to Mandalay Bay. We didn't stop at any of the other casinos, but we saw the whole strip. It was really fun. Definitely a different environment than Provo though, that's for sure. At Mandalay Bay we went through the shark exhibit. It was so cool! We learned a lot of random facts about different animals. For example, did you know that a crocodile can live for over a year without eating? Yep! So if you are looking to kill a crocodile, starvation is not the way to go.

After the shark exhibit we walked back to the car. The strip is a lot longer than I thought. It probably took us a good 30 min or more to walk from one end to the other. It was really fun though. When we got back to the car we met up with a couple of Kevin's friends and went to a batting cage. I have never been very skilled when it comes to baseball, but I did pretty well. Granted, we were only hitting balls that were coming at 40 mph, but even still...

Once we each hit a couple rounds, we searched for a bowling alley. However, we never found one. Instead, we went back to Brad's apartment and waited for his wife to get home from work. Once she got home, we drove back to downtown and rode the New York New York rollercoaster. Not exactly the smoothest rollercoaster, but it was so much fun! I haven't been on a rollercoaster since at least high school. It was great!

Kevin's friends went home after the rollercoaster and then we went to the Bellagio (Breezy pretty much lives at the Bellagio, no big deal :). We walked through the casino and saw some incredible flowers, both real and fake. There were some really tall glass flowers by Dale Chihuly that were amazing! We explored inside for a little bit and then went outside for the light and water show. It is so cool! Who'd have thought that a few, or a lot, of fountains with lights and water could be so enchanting. It was incredible! I think I'll have to join Beezy and Kevin and say that the Bellagio is my favorite casino, not that I really have a lot of experience.

After watching the show at the Bellagio we drove back and went to bed. On Saturday morning, Kevin's dad took us shooting. We shot clay pigeons with a shot gun, which I was pretty good at surprisingly, and then we shot balloons with a 22 pistol. I thought I would have been a little better at the pistol since it was somewhat similar to air soft shooting, but I was actually better at the shot gun. It was really fun. Funny how shooting balloons and clay pigeons can be so entertaining. It was quite a shock when my shooting record was better than Kevin's dad. We figured though it was because he couldn't see. Next time he said he might bring his glasses. :)


After that we spent the day playing a variety of games: Mario Kart, Skip Bo, Dominoes, and Darts. We went out to dinner and then came back and watched "Becoming Jane". On Sunday we ate breakfast and went to church and then spent the rest of the day just talking and making dessert. We had Brownie Pudding, which is something like brownies floating in a chocolate syrup. It was really good, especially with a little bit of ice cream. After dessert and some more talking we went to bed and then woke up on Monday morning and drove home.

The trip was a lot of fun and very relaxing. After a couple stressful weeks it was really nice to have a break. But, now it's back to work!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Kirsten's Having a Baby!



My dear friend Kirsten is going to have a baby boy in July! I am so excited for her! She came down a couple weeks ago to visit and went out to breakfast with Sharolee and I. It was so much fun to see her again. It was just like old times. Ohhh... Anyway, she is definitely pregnant, but so so cute! So, yep. It was really fun. We ate delicious cinnamon French Toast and fruit from Kneaders. It was great!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Finals Week!

I just took my first final for Winter 2008 today. After several hours of studying and working on a study guide, and an hour in a review session, I felt adequately prepared. As I took the test, I was pleased that I was able to answer nearly all of the questions with great ease. We'll have to wait and see how I actually did, but it is a great feeling to come out of a final knowing that I did pretty well. Let's hope I can do that will all my finals! Only 4 more to go!

So the last few weeks the weather can't really make up it's mind. Yesterday it was snowing and cold, today I am fine without a jacket! It has been cold the last few days which makes it difficult to get a good break from studying. We can't go outside and play Frisbee, volleyball, football, or just relax in the sun. But, it seems to be warming up again, so today I will probably play catch or Frisbee and tomorrow I am going on a bike ride. The thing that is really throwing me off is the lack of spring flowers and colors. Hopefully those will come when it keeps being warm. If not, at least we will get to enjoy summer soon! Only 3 more days of finals and I will be done with school until August, unless I decide to do classes during summer term... Hmmm... we'll see about that.

Oh! While we are talking about school... I have pretty much decided that I am going to UVSC, or UVU, and I will be studying Photography there. I still need to get a few things worked out, like transferring my credits and talking to a counselor at UVU to figure out what class I need to take and when, but I made a decision and it feels pretty good! I will probably be taking all art classes which will be great! I'm very excited about it!

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I believe it is wise to find joy in the little things in life...

"The details make life holy. If you want a little happiness in life don’t forget to look at the little things. It is a poet’s work to see the incidental, pluck it, place an appropriate silence around both sides and see the profound in what passes for a passing moment. It is an artist’s job to as much discover art as create it. Prayer is a way of making the common profound by pausing, tying knots around a moment, turning our life into a string of pearls."
~ Noah Ben Shea

Some of the little things and details I enjoy:

  • The smell of rain
  • Going on a walk
  • Nice notes
  • Not being on the phone at work :)
  • Spring skiing
  • A delicious, filling meal
  • Homemade ice cream, really just ice cream in general
  • Striking color combinations
  • Green grass
  • New flowers
  • Blue skies
  • Dinner Group
  • Thunderstorms
  • A good conversation with a friend or family
  • Having a clean room
  • Getting a letter from a friend
  • Fall colors
  • The smell of Pine Sol, after cleaning
  • Random surprises from people